this is exact same thought was just going through my mind.. god, I love tumbler… :)
that there are some people it just feels good to be mean to? it’s maddening, because it’s part of my life philosophy to be kind to pretty much everyone i meet, and because i get really upset when i see other people being mean or unnecessarily rude…but there are some people who just bring out the absolute worst in me, with hardly any provocation on their part.
i’ve been thinking about it, and while there aren’t very many people that trigger this response, they really don’t share that many characteristics with one another.
is it just a biological response? is it something chemical that i’ve got no control over? are there certain people i’m just wired to despise? i hate that!! i want to love everyone! but my goodness, sometimes i can feel myself starting to turn into the playground bully for no reason at all.
don’t get me wrong - i don’t give into the mean if i can help it. truth be told, i’m not always successful, but i TRY. i just don’t understand what causes this, and what it is about some people that makes me a little crazy!
